Love Part 1

I find it strange that I am able to understand you one moment and the next you changed and I don’t see you anymore. To you your thoughts may be crystal clear but for us who has no worms in your brain we can’t read u 100% no matter how good I am. But here is what I observe.

When u try and put yourself in others shoe and can’t understand why they feel that way you list as it’s that person’s fault he/she is being a bitch/bastard . You; not understanding why she keeps thinking of that guy and want him back are the same as others not understanding why you want me back.

You don’t spare time to put yourself in others shoes cause u think he/she is not thinking straight and will pass after a while.

You say they push u away. You seen so many emotional tweets don’t u know that people push u away to see if you would take time and effort to stay. P.S. it does not apply to RS as RS is a joke if u push each other away to see if they come back, you might as well buy a dog and teach it to fetch.

You think too much resulting in you over thinking and stressing yourself out and things start going bad and you build the stress up. Talk to other people or whoever you trust.

If he gives bad advice, WHY EVEN BOTHER. Just ask him listen and then shut up; it is better than thinking weather the advice is right this time. People who can’t handle themselves won’t be able to handle others.

I have to admit in failing as your boyfriend. I don’t seem to be able to guide you along and worst of all I am usually the cause of all your trouble and tears which I’m very displeased about… I can imagine people nodding and going “Ya man you fucking dumbass I can do better” well seriously if u think u are that awesome go find your own and stop bugging other’s there is a line to draw between caring and “SELF PROCLAIM BOYFRIEND”. I think at this point I should really reflect on the things I’ve done right and done wrong and if you could help me along that will be awesome and we can both strive on. Love is not about the right time place people. It’s about how hard you want it to be right but even if it fails both parties have tried and they won’t feel indebt to each other and could remain as friends and continue helping each other find their love. It only ends with strangers with memories if a party did not try hard at all and feel awkward as he/she feel indebted to the other party. But still this is my take on why people end up strangers and I hope I don’t have to go down this road.