STUPID ME IS STUPID :P

You Can Say I’m Dumb, You can call her un-understanding but what if it’s something deeper. I don’t know why we fight at all… maybe I’m just that stupid and dun understands that that’s what she wants…

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

This is so deep and seriously I bet we all ask that question sometimes is it time to go or should I stay. I see no point in asking that question. If u ever want it that badly you would have put in a lot of effort to understand and learn to put yourself in his/her shoe.

I don’t know if I’m that hard to understand or what… There are people that understand me well. One top of my list is YUANYI. Whoever is surprised high five! I was surprised too and it’s a good surprised. I was shock when he sends me a long message suddenly one day. He was able to clearly and correctly label why I am so in love with writing music and singing songs doing covers. It was so awesome and shocking and it worried me that something had happened to shock him like that. Ha-ha turns out something did happen but I guess he recovered.

I remember the times where I really did not feel belong to this group of people and he won’t let me go every time it’s really due to his freakishly stubbornness that I didn’t go into a nose dive. Others helped too they made me  feel the love and warmth of humanity and family warmth and those who gave me a chance to help u or listen to your problems.Thank you SO SO MUCH

To the other people in my life you are not specially mention because I believe I told you a lot of times already how important you are to me and how glad I am to have you in my live. I guess YUANYI deserves special mention and hope you guys agree. Once again IM SORRY for not mentioning you awesome people here bare with me kays.

And to you. I really really am glad that you are willing to come into my life and regrets every and anytime I knowingly and unknowingly hurt you. I sorry I can’t be every or anything like the Guys in shows or stories. I’m not that awesome. I’m just that dumb sadly and I can never be able to smoothly share my problems with you. I’m just that introvert its annoying I know and I’m really glad that you putted up with that for so long it’s amazing and every day I wish u had met someone better, no matter how hard I try I think it will be impossible for me to match up to your expectation. I have too much flaws and being under confident introvert don’t help much. I won’t be mad or anything but the only thing I can promise I can make is that I’ll try…

If you get there before I do, don’t give up on me. I’ll meet you when my choirs are through. I don’t know how long that will be. But I won’t let you down, darling wait and see.