Houdini

Houdini - escape artist. I for one believes that everyone of us can be a great escape artist. Addicted Gamers (This people are those ragers and people that have no self control of their gaming hours/life the usually better than average but not pros. Pro gamers help other gamers have less rage and have self control on their gaming time they grind and train but not to the extend of having 0 human interactions) anime freaks (literally freaks 0 power to diffrence real life and anime) and hardcore djs. This are literary living another life on another planet. Hardcore DJ less so but still they lose themselves to the beat. We all seek escape sometimes and its good to find a place where u are happy and can forget about life for awhile. But too much of anything will be bad and the longer u run the harder it will be for you to face set backs. You break faster and stands no chance when life tries to screw you.

I learn a lot and in the secondary school year learn that facing your fears and overcoming problems improve your ability to withstand sudden problems and speed where it is resolved. It also increase ur capacity for hurt, and bullies stand no chance against you cause no matter how hard they push u just wont fall, so soon they will just leave u alone.

There will be this friend u have where he/she could take all the shit u throw at them and help u carry all the burdens plus their own problems. Much deserved respect to them but, what happens when it breaks? They are the one who suffer the most. Imagine a balloon within a balloon within a balloon within a balloon. When it breaks the outside 1 bust first. What's left will the center soft core. The smallest of all balloons. Now they are still weak but they try to blow themself up. Surrounding friends plays an important role and if it comes out properly they will be stronger then ever. But as I said they are now soft cores. They will build high walls and push everyone away. Help them tear it down not re-enforce the walls.

Anyway side note my song is going well and should be out soon positive feed back so far and its quite an impactful song for some, I hope, and alr started and the 2nd original with 2 covers between them somehow. School is crazy and few personal problems to deal with so shall see what I can do~
Until next time!!

Super lameo Gentleman

So about those guys... where should I start. First off I rarely hate ppl. Mighty serious here cause hey when u hate and complain you actually do care at some level. Enough to feel something but not enough to do something about it.

Those who do know me on some level knows that I dislike people but makes effort to communicate. This is not Two-Faced its called being matured and trying to work around your dislikes. But there are asshats that I totally ignore for they are a waste of my time and insult to my life. So seriously just be glad I'm talking to you. Actually means I still care.

Now about them, there is this little thing I have which is too much sententiousness or
Self-righteousness. I think that its a negaposituve thing cause it could be good could be bad. But back on topic. I feel that they don't respect females enough Feminist are gonna start shooting but let me just say nobody wants to have their personal spaced invaded physically or mentally. Mr R as much as I understand your background you are not entitled to touch who and where you liked. It is a terrible and embarrassing thing for you to play with a females hair let alone smell it, what's worst you two aren't even related. I hope u have changed and stopped watching hentai like seriously. Don't even know how to lie about not watching it.

Mr H you bloody lowlife. I'm seriously offended. Why? I know you before! You jerk. We were even in YOG tgt if I'm not wrong. So why are u being such an asshole. I can see that you did/do like her and I have no problem with you challenging me and fighting for her hand but you should at least fucking tell me? We know each other and even if we don't you don't even have basic respect to tell the girls BF you like her. Grow a freaking pair man. You are making her look like she is cheating hello? You are older you should be more mature and if you seriously think u are a wonderful help bloody psychologist God help you. You biased options don't count gongkia. Next, you don't go around telling people you PCC(masterbate) when and whatever. DUDE if you don't even tell your mom this nobody else have to know. So what if you are born horny matain pls seriously you are just lucky this Gen of girls are more open and understanding of your sex jokes and sex reference. Dude u are on a social web you post this kinda stuff bouduopeh? Stupid uh? You just wait 1 day u offend someone then kena bitch slap then you know.
Three. Don't. Fucking. Say. Something. And. Go. Back. On. Your. Word. You jerkbag. I thought you guys where done. Three times u all fight 3 times I hear her SumPaGaLamPa say she will never talk to you again. Recently she said again. I ask her thrice if she is serious she say yes. I don't believe. Now you guys are talking again! Bingo spot on. You say she don't care u enough THEN FUCKING GO AND DONT COME BACK if you wanna come back DONT FUCKING COMPLAIN. I have many friends I help. How many actually see if I'm feeling sad ? 2 maybe? And its rare they pop up kays so suck it up its either you are in or not.
Four, You always say I'm the wrong choice did she tell you I stand up for you? When ever you all fight did you know I ask her to forgive you? Why am I so kind? I keep getting stab by you but I still help. Why? Cause I think you are worth helping. You do cheer her up when I fail to.

So seriously dudes R & H if you all think they are ok with you guys acting this way then please do it privately? Don't make the girls look cheap or loose can? I mean if you dad don't talk to your mom about sex over dinner why should you? Public some more. The internet judges without feelings spare a thought for other people?

Update Fallen Angel Community

Ok guys so I finally decided to try out this app blogger thingy that I have downloaded(Joy oh joy -.-). Well reason I dun like to use the app is cause I like to front my words. I like to make my blog nice looking like a dairy and I'm actually writing something so lets see how it goes.
Rants!!!
Ok so starting the rant top of my list is my elder sister. So recently she started her blog again and I was really glad cause that means I'll get involved in her life more and so I went over and read it. Had the shock of my life when she said Haikal inspired her to start it... I mean dudes I STARTED TO BLOG FIRST WHY DIDN'T I GET THE CREDIT. #SorryNotSorry but I am very baised to this person who I see as copying my work and at time gaining credit for it while I don't. Really unfair but back to her, first I can admit that I was angry. I was angry why he got mentioned, why I was left out, what did I do wrong that he did right. I wondered why all the girls seems to stand on his side only guys understand why I hate him so much and Rayner too. But still I calmed myself down and faced the facts. It is HER blog she can jolly well do what she want I cannot condemn her on her thinking. If she feels that Haikal inspired her on some level then my blog may not be the same style as theirs and thus no outcome. But I'm afarid that he will take my family away from me again. Sis you are suddenly talking to him on such good terms and I fear u will leave if you ever become close to him and buy his stories... and your problems I always said I'll be there I'll help you but you rarely tell me anything. I know I just ain't a good family member I mean I can never solve your problems but you people are always solving mine. I owe my life to a lot of people cause without you all I may have alr suicide... So sis let me help you tell me your problems I owe you far too much and I'm doing very very little... I shall tell you all why I'm baised to haikal in the next post. And Rayner too.

Family

Family

So I can say that my own family is pretty normal everyone is doing what they are suppose to me most of the time I don’t have violent complains to any of my family members or extended family. It’s just that sometimes people do get on our nerves and of late it’s my annoying little brother. I mean every family will have their own trouble just that some is worst then others and the way some handle will be different. Anyway my brother is one hack of a bitch; he will never know anything that happen in school which leads me to believe that he goes school to HongGan and GeiBaLan. Dunno what he study or what luh but still I care luh. I mean him in Pungol sec quite cui and I really have no wish to see him as a gangster because I’ll really beat the shit outta him but hope he Wake Up His Idea on what he wants in life. All in all I really feel blessed that my family is able to solve our problems quickly and efficiently without much fighting or arguing.

My Gan Family

So where do I start ha-ha guess with Kimberly  bah since she is one of my older friend and one of my epicly funny Elder sister that is almost always on drugs cause she can laugh at every and anything even if its AIR. Ha-ha. So first notice her at start of sec two as one of my Bro’s eye candy. Still remember he asking her number after school she was rushing off and him just hurry asked after being pushed by Yi and me ha-ha, so she was shouting it out while rushing out the class and he memorized it instantly. We were getting it from him later on and he just rattled it out. Remember that after a few awkward convo she made sure like 2 or 3 times that I’m not interested in her LOL scared me sia I thought I said smth weird. But time went on I realized she was OLDER by 5 days so naturally I am the didi. Zzz. Both Leo born.

Next shall be Zoe and Yue bah. Meet Zoe around end of sec 2 at Combined UG Camp. Best camp in my life for me. I was totally enjoyable and we were carefree. It was on the last day that I get to know her. On the first I alr meet her as she was passing a message to this R guy. I noticed R playing with her a lot and on the last day I got to know her so I suddenly have a FB notice which is from her and I don’t recognize at first until I saw the other pictures. First impression swear on my life is that She is Cute and very very Hyper. No shy around guys either and is friendly. During caving I remember she was trying to grab a partner and R got that job 3 of us were going tgt until I start getting adventurous and pulled forward leaving her at R’s mercy with his quick hands. Totally saw him trying to hug and protect her all the way which I LOLed at. So after we got tgt I meet Yue. Which said I was quiet. Haha guess what? She can’t wait for me to shut up now. I love to annoy her haha and she is really awesome in her own ways, we are able to understand idea and thoughts to each other with little explanation. She was a great help in my life so far and wonderfully annoying sometimes. Much has changed but I guess we still understand each other enf to stay tgt. Now that I have officially become gans with her swearing deadly oaths and drinking our mixed blood while praying to the ancestors (IM FREAKING KIDDING) we shall be each other’s shelter and pillars to the family so that when other join us the family can be stable.

Finally I guess would be YuanYi. We first meet sec 1. English tuition Mavis. Its epic how we meet fist sitting in tuition tgt had small talk then move on to going home tgt after Mavis realize that we live soooo close. So went school tgt and all that crap, drove me crazy with his GLness at first but got used to it. Have a huge fight but became closer than ever. Now that he has changed for the better and is no longer as GL. I really think he is a awesome friend to have with his I.T skills and out of the box problem solving ideas can learn something most of the time and he does have strange ideas to. Now we have gone on different paths I still hope to have him as a lasting friend and close as brothers. If you see this I hope you are enjoying life in poly and faster end your misery because once I reach there I’m going to ace everything and be famous! Anyway this Old Taurus’s birthday is coming up shortly So people please attack Him with cakes on that day kays^^ 

Total System Core Melt Down

Brain is full of errors I don't know what to think or feel now. System core is on melt down. Think I might be feverish lol but seriously I may be wrong. So anyway tomorrow is my little mei mei's birthday haha. But don't judge her by age she is actually wise beyond her age. So after rushing my work and this post I shall finish the present I wanna give to her. To be truthful I have no idea what to get until just now, it just struck me. Hope she don't die after she get my present><

If you are reading which is unlikely I have to say my present may not really be much but I hope It can give you enough energy to get pass your O lvls first then we shall see what we can do okays. Hope you can stay as strong as ever but drop the extras kay. We both know uh we both oso people with special talent de, but sometimes letting go of your burden let other ppl carry awhile while you relax can help you carry even more burden in the future. At least its better than keeping everything to yourself hope you can somehow find the strength to start a new life and let your life begin!