Words

The pen for ages have always been mightier then the sword. It is a old but truthful saying.

I think after so long I've seen, learn, explore and tried out the power of words. I think many people still have not seen the impact of their words and action, a simple "you looked better yesterday" or "you should go for surgery" may throw someone into a bad mood the whole day. Its a common sight now a days to see guys being jerks.... well to me anyway. I personally have high respect for many things and while it seem to be alright for girls to call each other bitch guys are starting to follow and its not right. The self respect has gone down hill and into hell for a long time people are being more open, not a bad thing but when u start telling people bout your sex life or discussion about how big ur girlfriends rack is with another guy really shows how much respect you have for her? No shit the world is fucked up.

Back to words(geting super off track) if for a long time people has been telling you that you are dumb you start to believe it and all your abilitys are shut off and you spend all your life finding yourself useless. I am lucky I've great friends now my family supporting me. Asking someone to fuck off and die really hurts a lot worst if its said by your love ones so think about what comes out of your mouth before u hurt someone really bad and he/she really dont come back.

My Baby girl's birthday!

So it was my baby girl Zoe's birthday just last week on the 14th~ and she was away on camp, she attended the 30hr famine camp. It was a camp/event first started by world vision singapore to help raise awareness about life of poor people living in less developed countries. So what we do is that we would not eat for the next 30hr to have a feel of what its like to be hungry. Sweet drinks are given so people can take part in physical games, so just imagine going through that on your birthday and the day after. Watch the really lousy and pathetic video I made for her here !

So sadly I did not attend it with her this year, at the start I'm just like Adam Khoo took over liao the camp is gonna suck(which sux this year) and didn't want to go. Next was that none of my friends are going so the mood is really not there. But the final blow was that I have no idea when ITE is gonna have their test. So happens that my test was on 14th so plan failed. Got screwed by her countless time for that haha.

All in all we've know each other for around 3 to 4 years and lasted around 2/2+ years a few breaks in between which drove many of our friends nuts. I can really say that this relationship has developed me as a person a lot and if you think she is bad now; she was worst then. We both grown so much even thought we may forget what we've learn once in awhile and have to be reminded but sometimes you just have to compromise and just talk it out. You may be able to just give in to her all the time and take whatever she throws at you but when the time comes for you to blow up all the pent up energy deals a huge amount of damage.

We have been through a lot, ups and downs and things have went really rough but hell we got through that with help and should be able to talk out most of the fights now. I am and has always been really grateful that she entered my life and stayed when I was just not a good boyfriend. She was my first and she alr have a ex so she came in knowing full well what she want and I'm just derping around like an idiot for the first month or so and she went with that but I went super sonic and grew way too fast and we broke up. I felt terrible for awhile and then it just cheered me up with she started changing to what other feedback her on and for awhile I was glad. The turning point came when I thought she got someone else and I was way mad. Yy was called by me to calm me down I was just mashing my fists knuckles all broken and bleeding internally and when YY reach he was like dude stop dude wtf and I knew suddenly she was what I want and I can't let go and we got back tgt sweeter than ever but we had down time. Every couple fight but what matters is the process of ending the fight.

So here we are now, perfect? Nope, still a long way to go but I'm confident we can help each other carry on in life and grow as a person. I know you will be reading this so here's a Super duper late Happy 16th and I will always be here for you remember what we agree on blogging and know that I love you♥. Our anniversary is coming up soon~ Lets see if we can get that wedding ring<3

Chapter 1: Part One

Darkness falls across raven street as the torrent of unforgiving rain lashed at the black tar road. A single dimly lit road lamp lights up a shadow of a man as he close the ancient pocket watch. "Time has come my fellow humans, my powers are near their limits and soon nobody will be my match." The whisper echoes like striking of metal against metal, coldness of the voice brings chills down your spine. With a slight swirling of the mist the man was gone and the single light bulb imploded. Raven street, a place of sadness and death. It was said that many years ago during the great war, a legendary battle was fought here and the villagers wanting peace defeated both army with magic and spells. Most had taken this legend as a story many believe that the villagers simply trapped and ambushed both army's food supply and when they are weak and retreating the villagers slain them all reclaiming the peace and going back to their life.

The rooster crowed loudly before dawn as the sun rose lazily over the horizon. Kira jumped up from bed as he woke from yet another nightmare. The nightmare had taken him back in time to the ancient battle that took place in raven town. He had a voice at the back of his head telling him that what he saw was the actual battle but it all seemed so surreal. Turning he fell out of his bed and onto the floor in the push-up position, after his 2 set of 10 that he does every morning the smell of bacon and eggs flooded his nostrils and right on time as he suited up for school.

Storys

So its a bit weird but I actually write songs that goes with story lines. The happys song usually comes from random shit but the sad and emo ones are actually from my nightmares. Yes I've tried writing stories but they dont really give me as much of a thrill than writing songs but! Big BUT! I have a friend in my ITE from PHSS anime powerhouse The Guy With The Jacket. Those from phss may recognise him some where. Mr Lim Chee Hau. So he is trying to start his light novel series so if you are interested here is the link ( http://www.quinkusanagi.blogspot.sg/?m=1 ). Thanks for taking a look now back on track, I may be doing A single story AND if possible do a short clip with all the songs and everything so we Shall see. He has really inspired me and well my song writing only comes with emotions and I do want to keep doing nice and meaningful music not just something forced or just plain crappy. So the story may help me organized my thoughts and inject the sad feeling. Anyway an update to my fellow youtubers my cover and original are late/MIA cause of upcoming exams and CAs but now the holidays are here they should be up soon thanks for supporting me and has always been giving me positive criticism and feedback on my songs you guys are THE best!!
Xkira signing out

Love: part 2

Right so first lets have 2 videos kays

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOj-ZVU2i7c&feature=youtube_gdata_player

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQUyW-3_6Qc&feature=youtube_gdata_player

So now we shall start. Don't ask me why they are both not English songs I can't find any that is super touching. Poor me(Thai song) was really really awesome and u could actually feel that raw emotion and pain. So let me just ask, what do u all see in both videos that are similar? Bitch that left the guy for another because that guy wasn't spending enough time with her? I mean seriously that is happening a lot right? We hear this excuse we hear them complain all the time its "He would rather do 'this' than to talk to me" or what not. If both the video was done in the view of the female would your feelings change? From anger to guilt maybe?

I have heard and I don't really dare to say been through so I'll just say experience similar things. Sometimes the things u do for your friends or family may not be seen at all by them but when u make a mistake all the shit is on you and you get so angry. You have done so much behind their back and yet when something goes wrong u will always get hit by the bullet(puns intended). So back to the videos. Both guys left the girl to do their things BUT the things they do are for the benift for the girl.
First Thai video: so the story obviously goes as this Korean looking guy and his girlfriend he was playing statue she help him clean off body paint and she wanted a car when she saw this other guy with a freaking VAN. (Seriously girl?) Anyway the guy went to busk for money to get a darn car. The female meanwhile get all Flirty with the new guy cause he send her home... in a van... Anyway they soon develop feeling for each other and went on dates. In front of her busking boyfriend, just great. Imagine the pain guys. So finally this one day they where there it started raining his paint washed off and the girl look sooooo gulity. The guy with the van on the other hand look disgusted. Freaking GF stealing JERK.
Second Korean Video: So it starts as the assassin tried but failed to shoot the girl. He falls in love with her and God knows why so many assassin wants her dead. She got shot on the shoulder. He brings her to his buddy's house,  right beside a trash field...? Anyway he went to work. When the girl woke up it was his buddy taking care of her for around a month? He comes back tried to bring her along but failed. Durh... anyway at the end he shot himself cause he can't kill the couple and produce plane tickets to run away. I'm sure u all can put 2 and 2 tgt.

So the point is, did any of the BF GF did anything wrong? I don't think so. The guys only wanted to give what's best for their love one. The girls also did nothing wrong, they just wanted to feel secure with their boyfriends. Who would want their other half to keep going MIA. But something could have been done. Communication and trust ask when in doubt and clear any misunderstanding. It could have been a perfect ending but sadly many never do end out well and strangers with memories are born.
Continuing in next post maybe. Nights nights<3

Fallen Angels: Judgement

Hello earthlings. So much had happened so I'll spam post. Topic of this post is judgement, so what judgement am I talking about? Well I think there is always someone watching in the sky's whatever your religion is, there will be a judge. There will be days where everything seem to be planned out nicely for you and days that are just crappy and disappointing. Sometimes we all wonder why bad things happen to good people, I have a simple theory which makes sense to me. First off, destiny and fate, both to many are things that can't be changed. I beg to differ. Fate as we know it, can't be changed if u are fated to fail something you wont pass it. But your destiny however, can be drawn by you yourself. As the wiseman says When one door closes another one opens look for the open doors when u fail they may be the path to success. Back to topic, why do good people suffer more? I think its the judge's test for them. If they are able to pass it they would be able to come to terms with the reason for their birth. Think about it. All those people that succeeded, how many has a sad life story? How many had to push pass their limits to be where they are today. Beethoven lost his ability to hear in exchange for a lifetime of great music. How much have you sacrificed?
Nick Vujicic, man with no limbs. The greatest motivator ever. How badly where u beaten down? Think about it. Have you tried your best today?