So it was my baby girl Zoe's birthday just last week on the 14th~ and she was away on camp, she attended the 30hr famine camp. It was a camp/event first started by world vision singapore to help raise awareness about life of poor people living in less developed countries. So what we do is that we would not eat for the next 30hr to have a feel of what its like to be hungry. Sweet drinks are given so people can take part in physical games, so just imagine going through that on your birthday and the day after. Watch the really lousy and pathetic video I made for her here !
So sadly I did not attend it with her this year, at the start I'm just like Adam Khoo took over liao the camp is gonna suck(which sux this year) and didn't want to go. Next was that none of my friends are going so the mood is really not there. But the final blow was that I have no idea when ITE is gonna have their test. So happens that my test was on 14th so plan failed. Got screwed by her countless time for that haha.
All in all we've know each other for around 3 to 4 years and lasted around 2/2+ years a few breaks in between which drove many of our friends nuts. I can really say that this relationship has developed me as a person a lot and if you think she is bad now; she was worst then. We both grown so much even thought we may forget what we've learn once in awhile and have to be reminded but sometimes you just have to compromise and just talk it out. You may be able to just give in to her all the time and take whatever she throws at you but when the time comes for you to blow up all the pent up energy deals a huge amount of damage.
We have been through a lot, ups and downs and things have went really rough but hell we got through that with help and should be able to talk out most of the fights now. I am and has always been really grateful that she entered my life and stayed when I was just not a good boyfriend. She was my first and she alr have a ex so she came in knowing full well what she want and I'm just derping around like an idiot for the first month or so and she went with that but I went super sonic and grew way too fast and we broke up. I felt terrible for awhile and then it just cheered me up with she started changing to what other feedback her on and for awhile I was glad. The turning point came when I thought she got someone else and I was way mad. Yy was called by me to calm me down I was just mashing my fists knuckles all broken and bleeding internally and when YY reach he was like dude stop dude wtf and I knew suddenly she was what I want and I can't let go and we got back tgt sweeter than ever but we had down time. Every couple fight but what matters is the process of ending the fight.
So here we are now, perfect? Nope, still a long way to go but I'm confident we can help each other carry on in life and grow as a person. I know you will be reading this so here's a Super duper late Happy 16th and I will always be here for you remember what we agree on blogging and know that I love you♥. Our anniversary is coming up soon~ Lets see if we can get that wedding ring<3
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