Sorry!

First of all a big SORRY for those who actually read my piece of crap blog. I stopped blogging for awhile due to the heavy timetable I have recently. All who told me ITE will be a breeze either has very very good time management or have 48 hours in one day.

So happy news. I am now helping with the teachers with F1 which means a lot to me. It is awesome to know that we are dependable in the eyes of our CA, but this also means that we have our work cut out for us and its really busy-ish. Then to make it better I have 3 presentation and an oral exam coming. Now I'm seriously pressed for time and hopefully I learn to manage my time well soon.

School is just ok la with my council of four and my F1 team should be fun. Right now I really want to study hard and get good results and assure myself that I can do something in my life right. There will be some nights in your life which u wonder why you are even born and what change will there be if you're never born. I think most affected might be Zoe but then again if she never met me she would have ended up with rayner.... scary thought. YY may have not been through those shit and I won't be disappointing everyone...
So if I wasn't born or died early so many shit I wont have put people through but hey shit happens so damn I shall live guilt ridden and disappointed with myself.