28/06/2014

Really sorry guys I said I'll post soon but too much stuff is going on right now. I'll be posting as soon as I have the time alright!

SORRY SORRY

HAHA I did say Im gonna post more often but LIFE happens and you are suddenly drowning in things to complete, anyway Ill be doing a post soon maybe tmr night after 12 or smth so do check back ok? Thanks to all who bothers to check my blog and stuck with this random guy for so long. Eternally grateful!

3/6/14

I guess I should post more...
Anyway she suddenly texted me the other day, asked me if I'm free for dinner. Long story short I went to eat with her and just tried telling myself that she only asked me cause no one else was free. Kinda feel like last time and we were backed together, me just listening to her rant and just being there... but dunno since when but whenever she comment bout my outfit and stuff its extremely hurting. I'm trying but I'm not like you. I don't look good in everything. I loved that snapback to bits but when she said it don't look nice on me I literally wanted to throw it away.
But I really like it and I'll stick by the things I like. Just like how I'll stick by you, even if it hurts even if it slowly tear me apart.
Wrote this on my phone while waiting for the event to continue. Rebekah asked me what kind of girl I like the other day and I realise I only know what kind of girls I wont like, but not what kind of girls I like.  Still missing her daily. I really need somebody to cuddle with...
I actually feel what she said bout my aura being stuff. Easiest way to put it is well.
I'm fucked up and there is nothing people can do. Until I learn how to properly be a man I'll always be fucking up.