So full of shit. Starting to hate my birthdays a lot. I really wanted to try and blog everyday but god it is so farking hard to find time for this.
Anyways had a really bad dream I guess, my ex was in it and her ex.... feel so stupid I have to write this down to get it off my mind.
Well anyway it just started at a school either secondary or poly and I was sitting down when she came up and we were just talking. I cant remember any conversation though, the moment I woke up I had no more memory of what we were talking about and my memory of the dream was fading fast. Moving on I was down for some award type thingy and was going up on stage to get it. While on stage the dude come & they were just doing couple stuff... I'm just wtf all the way until I got off stage(Cause they ain't tgt no more as far as I've been told) and fuck me hard they walk over and we were all talking bout stuff and shortly after she went to the bathroom or smth but I was alone with the fella (Just Gr8) "you know that smile when you caught a mudafarker stealing and they know you caught them but you don't have prove to do shit about it so they give you this fake ass smile?" yea you guessed it he gave it to me and I'm like damn you cocky lil.... and woke up like bam 2 am in the god damn morning zzz
Funny thing was I was sad bout smth when I woke up... haiz why now When I have so much to do. I can give myself a whole week to miss her when the holiday starts but not now pls... Got so much work to finish haiz...
Anyway I've 2 fucking project submission on my birthday so GG no Birthday for me again. 3 years in a row I fuck up my own birthday fml...
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE SECOND YEAR IN LIKE 17 DAYS, 2 YEARS STRAIGHT!
2 YEARS 8/9 MONTHS TOTAL DAMN IT!
