Damn I’m late on my posting again huh…. Heh kinda have a lot
to do right now? Finally over and done with my Event pitching and it was a fun
experience. Doubt we will ever experience that again anytime soon unless we all
get to polyL.
The future is still uncertain but I’ll just keep moving
onwards I guess. Change what I can and leave the rest up to fate/destiny.
Kind of random no link but I’m getting increasing irritated
that I’m unable to text people properly. Especially after breaking up, the
moment you realise your phone will never ring again. You will stop rushing to
reply messages and virtually you can live without your phone. Usually I choose
to be alone but I hate being lonely. I can take a walk outside on my own
perfectly fine but when I ask people out and nobody wants to that just pretty
shitty I guess. Singapore is not big, memories of me and her hang around every corner.
There is no way in hell I’ll forget but maybe I could replace them with others.
Really dumb how I keep going back to the same old topic eh? But
honestly it’s all that I can think about especially when I’m alone. I can smile
and laugh and make people laugh the whole day but at the end I’m still just a
sad soul. But I guess that just how things are when you replace the centre of
your world with a single person. Suddenly your world stops spinning and you
keep walking back and forth. Then I may not be able to say it but now I’m
pretty sure I’m willing to go thru everything all over again. The joy she
brought to me far outweighs the pain I have to go through with her leaving.
This few years gave me the best memories and that I’ll treasure.
I’ll probably walk out of this web in time but its gonna
take time.
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