30/11/2014

What hurts more?

Knowing that your ex moved on?

Or

Knowing that whoever he/she is with now is doing the same things you guys did when you are together.

What hurts more?

To realised that they are all you really need in life?

Or

You have been successfully replaced by a more suitable candidate.

What HURTS more?

Knowing that you will ALWAYS want they back

Or

Knowing that you will never be good enough for them even if they come back. History REPEATS itself.

What hurts MORE?

Silently Watching, Waiting and HURTING while they go thru with the ups and downs in their lives

Or

Trying SO HARD to get them back you make each other suffer?

What Hurts More?

Knowing that no matter how PERFECT your NEXT is going to be you will always compare the both of them.

Or

Knowing that NO ONE ELSE can take your shit other than your EX and that EX is NEVER coming back.

WHAT HURTS?

EVERTHING.

IT ALL FUCKING HURTS.

But I know I won’t be able to give you what you NEED. I know you really tried but eventually I’m just not doing enough. Life is so fucked when you are in constant conflict with yourself. Your heart wants them back but your brain is calculating millions of scenario on how you can Possibly FUCK everything up AGAIN.

Nightmares come frequently now.

Your embrace use to keep my safe, nowadays I can’t even wake myself up be it nightmare or to continue living.