War

Let me go to war for I've nothing left to live for.
Let my sacrifice bring honor to my otherwise boring life.
Let me face my fears in the trenches or the hearse.
May I stay alive till I end my enemies' life
May my sprite rest knowing I did my best
Keep low, Move fast. Kill first, Die last. One shot, One kill. With luck and pure skill.

You can say I have suicidal tendencies. Its kind of like when you know you might die doing smth but you still do it anyway. No in a retarded way tho. Its like if I'm called out for war I'll gladly rush the front lines and kill those bastards or if someone pulls out a knife or some shit I'll step upfront. Only perk if you are with me I guess haha I'm willing to die to protect anybody I care about.

I also dun wanna end up like the guy below, full of regrets

15/12/2014

So its nearing the end of the year.
Went to celebrate my friend JM's Birthday. It was lots of fun as usual all the burns and meeting each other after so long was fun. So anyway we went to Club Hashtag which is a Pub where my friend's  mom works at. Went drinking without limit that day and I was shit faced in no time. Gotta learn where is your limit by breaking it am I right? haha jokes aside I guess I really have terrible ability to hold my liquor. Anyway at least I'm better at knowing where to stop now.
The puking was horrible tho. Its like being kicked in the face. Soooooo not gonna do that again.
All in all its a great experience and I think I have no problem drinking normally~

Poem?

To live
To survive,
I'll fight
Till I die,
Till my arms are full of lines.
I'll keep quiet
I'll stay numb,
No one will care
Till I die young.

5/12/2014

HIHI

So cause I didn’t post for a week I guess I’ll double post today~

I still owe you guys my story for Wild Wild Wet(WWW) right~

Haha so anyway four of us went to WWW to sun tan and swim swim abit *CoughCough”SEEGIRLS”coughcough* but without my specs I’m kinda blind so I’m just following their directions.

Well as it turns out that day we go not much girls around our age. So that wasn’t as fun as we hoped but there was this really pretty lifeguard on duty that day. She looks around our age +/- a year and the dudes wanted to get her Instagram so we climb up to the family tube slide thingy and we boarded the tube, while waiting for the push they asked her for her Instagram and she had that kind shocked look on her face and ask “Why?”

Just at this moment this dude being a smart mouth asked her to say no

Her partner ends up pushing us off and we didn’t get her Instagram L

That kill our mood for a lil haha but all is good we found some other lifeguard’s Instagram haha. I’m just glad I got to spend time with the guys. Was getting kind of detached from the group since I was so busy but we try now and then~