War

Let me go to war for I've nothing left to live for.
Let my sacrifice bring honor to my otherwise boring life.
Let me face my fears in the trenches or the hearse.
May I stay alive till I end my enemies' life
May my sprite rest knowing I did my best
Keep low, Move fast. Kill first, Die last. One shot, One kill. With luck and pure skill.

You can say I have suicidal tendencies. Its kind of like when you know you might die doing smth but you still do it anyway. No in a retarded way tho. Its like if I'm called out for war I'll gladly rush the front lines and kill those bastards or if someone pulls out a knife or some shit I'll step upfront. Only perk if you are with me I guess haha I'm willing to die to protect anybody I care about.

I also dun wanna end up like the guy below, full of regrets