My Memories

First off the video is here: My Memories

Welp anyway slight bit of history. I loved Pokemon, ever since I was able to get a Gameboy Advance SP I knew I wanted to play Pokemon. It was the "IN" thing that people were playing and I wanted in. I still vividly remember going to Malaysia to get the game Cartridge. My first ever official game of Pokemon played was Ruby. The older games like red, yellow, blue or crystal was borrowed and stuff. So I played the shit outta the game ad restarted it like X number of time before my batteries in game died out and my berries stopped growing and the in game time stopped working. Slowly my game stopped saving and I stopped playing Pokemon after fire red/ leaf green cause I didn't have the console to play it on.

So around sec 1 the Gameboy emulator started popping up and I just finally got laptop and Internet so I found out how it works and played games I couldn't buy when I was younger. A few more years rolled by and emulators on your phone was a "Thing" so I got that too and that was when I started naming my Pokemon.

So when I first wanted to name a Pokemon after my Ex it was a long though process cause I don't do things without rhyme or reason so I finally landed on this Pokemon, Milotic.

Before its evolution it was called Feebas and was described as such "Feebas’s fins are ragged and tattered from the start of its life. Because of its shoddy appearance, this Pokémon is largely ignored. It is capable of living in both the sea and in rivers. Feebas is a shabby, old-looking fish-like Pokémon with a light brown body covered in dark, irregular spots. It has large, deep-set eyes and big, pink lips. The tail and pectoral fins are dull blue and tattered in appearance. The dorsal fin is triangular with a hole in the middle. Due to its poor appearance, it is largely ignored by Trainers and researches alike. However, this hardy Pokémon is capable of eating anything and living anywhere. It is often found in weed-choked ponds, even if only a little water is available. While there are many of this Pokémon in existence, populations tend to cluster in small areas. Once found, its dull-wits make it easy to capture."

So lets explain.  First off she is by no mean ugly in any aspect but as most girls go she don't really have the confidence in her looks so I found it fitting. Second She has had set backs in her life which I wont go into detail but she still pushes forward which I respect a lot. Finally everyone has their bimbo moments and usually hers makes her really cute in a sense and in that sense I feel that she fits the pre-evolution of Milotic.

What sealed the deal was how the Pokemon evolved. In Pokemon Emerald  Feebas will evolve after gaining a level with a master beauty contest ribbon! which also means that a Trainer have to believe/see the beauty in this otherwise normal/ less then normal looking Pokemon.

By putting Love and care into the Pokemon you will be able to help it realize what it is capable of. This is what they say about Milotic, "Milotic is said to be the most beautiful of all the Pokémon. It has the power to becalm such emotions as anger and hostility to quell bitter feuding.

Sapphire Milotic live at the bottom of large lakes. When this Pokémon's body glows a vivid pink, it releases a pulsing wave of energy that brings soothing calm to restless spirits."

Which is amazing cause heh so far she is the only one in my life which really puts her at the pinnacle of my beautiful list and the amazing thing is that she could be both beautiful and cute depending on her mood. I believe she could possibly have the amazing power to "releases a pulsing wave of energy that brings soothing calm to restless spirits" 

So basically the video just shows me bringing the Pokemon to get its memories read by the little girl. As all couples do we promised forever love and stuff but still it didn't work out in the end. Her skills were all cast on me, she attracted and captivated me while Confiding in me she does safe guard some things. While the Pokemon describes her nature as well.

All in all I made this video as I see that while I did promise I'll wait for her it seems that she is better off now and I should move on, but try as I might she did take up nearly all my memories. We really only start being independent while we were in Secondary School and being attach to her till the start of my ITE year 1 life means most of my happiest days are build around her. Hopefully I'll be able to keep bringing this Pokemon to my new Pokemon games and hopefully I'll be able to move forward again :')