Some times I find it stupid and I don't understand it but other times I do.
The pain keeps you in check. You pain reminds you of what is real. That dull ache somewhere on your body reminds you of your pathetic existence.
It keeps me awake and alive so I still wake up after I sleep
I just hope the vertical line don't one day become horizontal
That one day I would give up existence in exchange for a little rest.
I am harming myself
Its getting bad again....
